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Corey's latest echo...

Today we packed up the boys and took Corey to Johns Hopkins for his latest echo plus consult with Dr. Brenner. Before I go into details, let me just say that Corey's heart looks very good, and the appointment went as well as we could have hoped.

Now let me describe the day. On the drive to Hopkins, Corey asked, "Are we going for my echo now?" We assured him that we were. He also took note of interesting sights through his window. For example, he noticed a street sign that was not straight. He said, "Mommy! Daddy! That sign is leaning over! Why is that sign leaning over? Maybe a car hit it." Ha ha!

Damian dropped Corey and me off at the front door of the Outpatient Center at 9:15 AM, where Corey was immediately interested in the turnstyle and insisted on going in it. "Are we gonna go in zare, Mommy?" In fact we did. Once we were inside, I let him down to walk through the halls, and he pointed out all the lights to me as well as any other passerby who might listen. As we were walking, he said, "Are we gonna take the black elevators, Mommy?" I told him that I wasn't sure what color the elevators would be, but we would certainly take a really big elevator. When we reached the elevators, I was surprised and amazed to see that they were, in fact, black, as we haven't been to Hopkins in 6 months. Corey said, "See Mommy! The black elevators!" What a memory that kid has.

After we checked in, the four of us headed back to an exam room. Corey was weighed at 30.6 lbs., his blood pressure was taken (normal), his O2 sats were taken (90 at rest, which is excellent), and he had an EKG. He was terrific for all of it, saying, "What's next?" a few times. After this prep work, we put him in a gown, talked to Dr. Brenner for a few minutes, and then Damian ran up and down the hallway with Corey. There was a purpose to this, other than wild glee (what kid doesn't want to run up and down the halls?). Dr. Brenner wanted to measure his O2 sats after exercise, especially considering my complaints about Corey becoming more and more winded with activity. Corey's sats plummeted to 70 after exercise. This is another sign that he will need the Fontan.

At this point Corey started to ask when his echo would be happening. You see, we'd promised him any of three lovely lollipops as a treat, as well as a viewing of "Shrek", during his echo. We even had a practice session yesterday, in front of the TV, complete with a lollipop and fake probe on his chest. He was looking forward to that lollipop! And so he eagerly climbed onto the exam bed, got comfy, chose his green lollipop, and informed the echo tech, "Last time I said plah!" Which in fact he did. During his last echo, he stuck his finger in the probe jelly, put it in his mouth, and said, "Plah!" I don't think he remembers this, but I was concerned that Corey would object more to the probe jelly than anything else, as he doesn't like anything gooey or sticky on any part of his body. In fact, if he gets a little jelly on his finger, he yells, "Wipe it off!" And so, I'd told him the story of his last echo, including how he said, "plah", and explained that he would have a little jelly on his chest, though it wouldn't hurt.

Corey does much better with any situation if he's been prepared for it, and I think we must have done a decent job preparing him, because he could not have been any sweeter while the tech was performing the echo. He chatted with us, sucked on his lollipop, watched "Shrek", and did what the tech asked of him. He even put up with leaning his chin way back so she could look at the arteries in his neck. We were so proud of him for being such a good boy.

After the echo was finished, the doctors reviewed the pictures, and Dr. Brenner delivered the good news: everything is as it should be. The next step will be some prep work prior to the Fontan, such as a CT scan. The timing for the Fontan is yet to be determined, however. Dr. Brenner plans to discuss it with Dr. Cameron and Dr. Vricella, and then he will call us with a firmer timeline so that we can create a plan of action. (deep breath) I'll update the blog as soon as I know more.

We took several pictures during the process, so hopefully we'll have a chance to post those soon as well.

In other events, Corey had his birthday party this weekend, and I think the pictures tell the story very well. Corey had a terrific time - he loved seeing all his favorite people, and he loved opening presents and eating unlimited candy and cake. The cake, by the way, was made by his Nanny, with lots of love, and it was gorgeous. It even featured a picture of Corey in the window of the front car, conducting.

Last night we learned that, sometime during Corey's party, he learned a new phrase. He was playing on the floor with Damian, tossing balloons up in the air and catching them, when suddenly he announced, "Daddy! When I catch lotta balloons, then I'm money!" Damian and I looked at each other and grinned, then Damian said, "Did your Uncle Shawn teach you that?" Now if you ask him, "Corey, what happens when you catch a lot of balloons?", he'll happily tell you, "I'm money!" Thank you Uncle Shawn. :-)

And thank you to everyone else for making Corey's party a success!

Birthday Party Pics!

Here are pictures from Mason's first birthday party (finally!):

Mason's 1st Birthday Party Photos

Also, yesterday we had Corey's third birthday party (more on that another day), and here are the pics:

Corey's 3rd Birthday Party Photos

Corey's echo will be happening at 9:30 AM tomorrow, so I plan to blog about that as well as soon as possible.

Happy Birthday, Corey!

Today our big boy turned 3! And the first thing he said to me was, "Mommy, fix zoo hair!" Apparently it was a bigger mess than usual, and this is unacceptable to 3-year-old birthday boys.

Today has been pretty busy - we took Corey to the bagel shop, to Giant for balloons and a giant bag of lollipops, and to the mall. All activities he loves. Which means I've had very little time to think. But now that the day is winding down, I can't help but think of the day of Corey's diagnosis. That day, October 15, 2004, when the perinatologist told us flatly that our sweet baby boy was destined for nothing but suffering and death. Well thank God that guy's an idiot!

Today Corey is doing very well - he couldn't be sweeter, he couldn't be smarter, and we couldn't be more proud of him. We also couldn't be more amazed that we have reached this point. There was a time when I believed we never would. It's never felt so good to be wrong. Hopefully Monday's echo will bring more good news, and we can move forward with planning the October Fontan.

Tomorrow we celebrate with a party here at Chez Corey. Until then, we are busily reviewing the attendees every hour or so. "Mommy, who's coming to my party?" After a thorough recount, he likes to go over it again. And again. He's just a wee bit excited. :-)

Happy Birthday, Corey! We love and adore you.

Corey says......

As we approach Corey's 3rd birthday (I can't believe my baby will be 3 on Friday!), I'd like to post a few more of his recent sayings:

Recently Corey did something I didn't care for (I don't even remember what it was), and I said something like, "I have had ENOUGH of that!" Now, whenever I do something Corey doesn't care for, he says, "Mommy, nuff of zat!" Talk about my words coming back to haunt me.

Corey will sometimes yell, at random "Nuts nuts nuts nuts!" Because this is my new favorite swear word. Only he isn't mad about anything when he says it - he's just tooling around the room yelling about nuts.

He has moments of pure sweetness as well. For example, as Damian was walking out the door to go to work today, Corey said, "I hope zoo (you) have a good day at work, Daddy." Pull those heartstrings!

We recently celebrated his Aunt Amanda's birthday, and Corey gave her a card and said, "I love zoo, Aunt Amanda!" Well, when I later told him how much it meant to her, he said, "Maybe I can say 'I love zoo, Aunt Amanda' next time I see her."

I asked Corey, "Would you like to take a little stroll around the neighborhood in your stroller?" Corey said, "Of course we could!"

After eating a healthy serving of taco fixings, all with sour cream (including the corn): "Mommy, this is my favorite dinner zoo make. I eat this dinner. Sometimes I don't eat other dinners." It was difficult to maintain a straight face after that one, especially considering the veracity of that statement. Stinker!

At Aunt Amanda's house, to Sydney, "I love zoo baby Sydney."

Corey has been noticing if I put on a pair of earrings or shoes he hasn't seen before. When he does, he'll look at me and say, "Mommy, zoo shoes (earrings) are pretty!"

Corey's next echo

Corey's next (non-sedated) echocardiogram is scheduled for Monday, February 25th. This month. It's already February. I feel like time is getting away from me. This echo brings us yet another step closer to the Fontan, which will most likely be in October of this year. This year.

I look at my little boy when he's playing, and happy, and part of me wants to stop the stupid clock from ticking and bringing us closer and closer to the Fontan. But other times I see him get so out of breath, hear him gasp for air after running himself a little too hard, and I just want to speed up the clock and get him the Fontan. I want it over with. He needs it. There can be no doubt about that. And so it must be done.

But I am afraid. I can't stop the words of another heart mom from ringing in my ears when I think about this very major surgery. She took her little girl in for it, and she lost her little girl. Complications. I don't remember the details. What I remember is what that child's mother said afterward. "When we took our daughter into the hospital, she was skipping and laughing. I can't stop myself from thinking that if we didn't do this, she'd still be with us."

I don't want to say those words, ever, about Corey. I have to do this, though. I have to. But God I don't want to. And so I look back at the clock and wonder - what if this is all the time I have with him?

Photos from CA (including Napa)

Photos from our visit with Dave, Jen and Peyton are up! Also included are shots from Napa. The five wineries we visited were Cakebread, Cosentino, V. Sattui, St. Supery, and Merryvale. You can visit the photo gallery or use this address to view the photos:

California Trip Photos

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